next topic.. Tea Parties... Going to participate on Tax Day and voice my opinion of the taxing and spending going on! This does not mean I ama  racist as the mainstream media claims. It merely means I am descended from the original Sons of Liberty who held a Tea Party In Boston Harbor awhile ago!  I am appalled that Congress would pass a bill THEY DIDN"T READ!!!!!! Shame on them! How dare they!!! Shame on Pres. Obama for asking them to do that! FOR SHAME!!!! What ever happened to Candidate Obama's promise to put all laws on the White House's website for 5 days so the Anerican People could read them and comment BEFORE he signed them??? HMMMMMMMMMMMMM??? He is only a typical poltician...  A LIAR!!! So I will go and exercise my right of free assmebly and freedom of speech to express my dismay of what is going on in D.C. I admit I am a bit of an agigtator -- I call my Senators and Congressman frequently and express my opinon freely!  It is MY responsibilty to vote and to inform them what I think.

In the Mirror

Tag to Brain Storm… what happened after Drs. Keller and McKay returned to Atlantis…

Keller/Dex implied

Jennifer Keller walked slowly into her rooms on Atlantis. What had started as a date, turned quickly disastrous nearly culminating in her death. For a few minutes there she had felt as if she were back home again, looking at her friends, then suddenly she was there staring at Dr. McKay. She felt so grateful that he had brought her back. She flopped onto her bed. Things were getting way too complicated for her. First there was Ronon Dex, always watching her and always near her, she had been afraid he was suspicious, and then she realized he cared for Keller. Getting rid of him was easy, just a quick brush off, and he was gone. He had stopped showing up at unexpected moments so she had time to search. McKay wasn’t a problem; he was so egotistical that he never noticed anyone else. Cozying up to him seemed to be working. It was distasteful, but would give him a reason to start bragging. Maybe he knew where it was? She needed to complete her mission and move on. She sat up on her bed; she needed to find it and now! But where was it? She had already searched the infirmary and several of the science labs. Maybe McKay knew of an unused lab somewhere that could suit her purposes?

Neeva sighed and looked into the mirror; Jennifer Keller’s face stared back at her. Just a few more days and she will have what the Genii sent her for, and then she could go home. No one would believe Keller’s wild tale about being held captive for several weeks in another body, and she, Neeva, would be well paid for her job.

The door sounded and Neeva smiled at Jennifer in the mirror, McKay was here for a romantic walk, just what she needed to scope out more of the city.

Need a Hug?

**** I don’t any of SGA or the characters, if I did though this is how Kindred II would have ended…… spoilers for kindred I & II, quarantine, midway, and trio as well. (Carson II is Carson Beckett’s clone)*****

            They all stood in silence and stared at Carson II in the stasis chamber. Rodney left first, hurrying away with his head down. Samantha sighed and slowly followed. John walked up to the chamber and stared hard at Carson II’s face and muttered “I will find Teyla and we will cure you.”  He suddenly realized he wasn’t alone and looked at Jennifer and Ronon standing at the back of the room. “I’ve got to talk to Halling and see if he has any idea where Michael would take Teyla.  I WILL find her!” John realized that neither Jennifer nor Ronon were paying any attention to him. Ronon’s gaze was transfixed on the floor and Jennifer’s was on Ronon. John just looked at Carson II one more time and left the room.

            The silence pressed close to Jennifer. She had so many things she wanted to say to Ronon and yet didn’t know if she should. Ever since the near-kiss during lockdown, she had felt unsure around Ronon. Sometimes she thought she saw a question in his eyes when he looked at her, other times she saw only friendship. She had been attracted to the Satedan since her first day on Atlantis, when he had come into the infirmary for some stitching up. Her hands had shaken as she examined the gash on his shoulder and listened to Teyla tease him about John getting in a lucky shot. Teyla had turned to Jennifer and predicted that she would be seeing a lot of Ronon in the future.  The smile on Teyla’s face had made Jennifer blush. Ronon had remained silent, his gaze never leaving her face. When she had looked up at him, he had given her a half smile that was the sexiest sight she had ever seen.  After that, it seemed that whenever she had been working he would show up with an injury. Sometimes other doctors treated him, but Jennifer had felt his gaze on her each time he was there. She began to time how long after her shift began he would show up. Usually within two hours, if he was on Atlantis, Ronon would be there.  She noticed that he had taken to waiting for her to be free before actually entering the infirmary. One day John had teased Ronon about “wanting to impress the pretty doctor” and at her blush, Ronon had growled at John, sending him on his way. Ronon then had apologized for “Sheppard and his stupid jokes!”  As time went on she began to think he might like her too. Since the near-kiss, she wondered if they were avoiding each other. She realized she had been avoiding him.  Jennifer took a deep breath and moved closer to the tall Satedan. He looked so isolated, so lost at that moment; she wanted to reach out to him.

            Ronon heard her sigh and move towards him and knew she was waiting to comfort him. It was just the type of person she was. He remembered the first morning he had seen her in the infirmary; he was on his way to the gym and had noticed her standing inside the entryway listening to Carson explain to the new personnel what their duties were and what challenges they would face. He had thought she was very pretty, but seemed very alone; it was the first time he had ever seen anyone look as isolated as he felt. Once in the gym, he couldn’t seem to keep his mind on sparring, his thoughts drifted to the new doctor, what did her voice sound like? What things did she like to do? Could he make her laugh? “Damn Sheppard!” Ronon went down on one knee and looked at his shoulder, it was bleeding. “I can meet her!” was the first thought that passed through Ronon’s mind. Teyla moved from where she had been watching and asked why he was distracted. Ronon simply grunted as John and Teyla ushered him to the medical bay. In silence he walked with his team mates through the halls, his mind whirling with pleasure at the idea of meeting the pretty doctor. Dr. Jennifer Keller carefully examined his shoulder, her touch gentle and the slight floral scent of her hair hanging in the air. Her voice was pleasant; her eyes were kind and her shy smile worth waiting for.  Her blush at Teyla’s teasing gave him hope that she liked him, too.  He found himself watching her whenever he was in the medical bay, sometimes he would wait until she could treat him. He knew he was becoming obvious the day Sheppard teased him about her. When Jennifer (that is how he always thought of her) blushed, he found he wanted to beat Sheppard’s head against a wall. He had tried to make her more comfortable and had nearly kissed her during the lockdown. He still found himself wondering what kissing her would be like, would she be passionate or afraid of him. There were times he wondered if she would be more comfortable with a scientist instead of a warrior. He wondered if she wanted only mildness from a man and if his intensity would scare her.

A gentle hand rested on Ronon’s arm, “Can I help?” was Jennifer’s soft question. Ronon raised his eyes to hers and saw the sorrow he was feeling, the isolation mirrored there. “Do you need a hug? Because I do.”  Came even more softly from Jennifer.  Ronon looked deep into her eyes and saw his own pain mirrored there. He opened his arms and Jennifer stepped forward to hold him close. As they stood in the room alone, Ronon realized what had been missing from his life….Jennifer. He looked into her face, his eyes focusing on her lips, and decided it was now or never. Slowly, giving her time to resist, his lips moved closer to hers. Jennifer’s breath caught in her throat; finally she was going to get her kiss from Ronon. She rose up slightly on her tiptoes and moved closer to him. As their lips met, Jennifer sighed softly. His kiss was exactly what she hoped, wanted, and needed it to be. Soft and gentle, quickly turning passionate, and all consuming. Jennifer reveled in Ronon’s kiss, meeting his passion with her own.

“Wow” Ronon pulled back, “I hope I didn’t scare you”.

“Wow doesn’t say it all!” Jennifer smiled into his green eyes. “If I had realized what I was missing, I would have never tried to blow the door open in the medical bay!” Her eyes twinkled at his smile of surprise.

“I don’t want to scare you…” Ronon began

Jennifer placed her hand over his lips. “Shhhh, you could never scare me. I know you would never hurt me.” She smiled at Ronon, “I am sorry I was too nervous to talk to you earlier. I, well…”  Jennifer looked down blushing, falling silent.

Ronon looked over her shoulder at Carson in the stasis chamber and knew the Scottish Doctor would be happy for them.  He pulled Jennifer back against his chest and held her close. The silence flowed over them, but it wasn’t an awkward silence, each seemed to understand that now, finally, their timing was right. Slowly they turned and proceeded arm in arm out of the room. In the stasis chamber, it seemed that Carson II smiled.

sg_onesweetlove

“Hi” Jennifer looked up from her paperwork and saw Ronon waiting at her office entrance. 
“ready to go?” Ronon shifted slightly as if he was nervous. Jennifer tilted he head slightly and wondered what could make her Satedan nervous. She shut down her computer and walked over to Ronon smiling. “hi there” and Jennifer leaned up to give him a kiss. She realized that if he didn’t lean down all she would get was his chin, luckily he always leaned down. The kiss went on and on until Jennifer realized that anyone walking by would see them so she moved away a little and gave Ronon a small smile.

Ronon silently took her hand and led her out of the bay. Jennifer liked that Ronon was comfortable being silent around her. Sometimes the world was too noisy and hectic and she needed quiet to think. As they approached his quarters, Ronon slowed down a bit. 
“um, uh, Teyla helped me a bit, and uh Sheppard had an idea or two, so if you don’t like it blame them…” Ronon took a step back at his door so Jennifer could enter first. There were soft lights, soft music, some wine (must have been Sheppard’s idea) soft pillows on the floor (Teyla’s) and a meal spread out on the coffee table in front of the pillows.

“Wow, for me?” Jennifer gave Ronon a radiant smile. “This is fabulous!” Ronon seemed to relax a bit and ushered her to the table. “Sheppard said it was Valentine’s Day today, he said it was something women like and this is considered a good idea.”  Ronon smiled and sat on the pillows “Teyla helped me decide how to make my room look.” Jennifer sat close to Ronon and looked at all the food, even three colors of Jell-O! “is it serve yourself?” “yeah” came the laconic reply. Jennifer grabs something before Ronon eats it all. They eat in mostly silence, enjoying the music and talking of inconsequential things. After finishing their meal, Ronon stood up and held out a hand for Jennifer to take. He led her to the easy chair and settled her on his lap. With his legs stretched out and his feet upon the footstool, they were both very comfortable.

“Jen?” Ronon asked after a minute or two “I have something else for you.” Jennifer lifted her head from his shoulder. “you don’t have to give me anything else Ronon, this evening was wonderful enough.”  Ronon only grunted and reached into a pocket. He  pulled out a small box and passed it to her. “but Ronon where did you get this? When?” Jennifer was truly puzzled.  “I bought it when Sheppard took me shopping. A woman at a store helped me pick it out.” Ronon shrugged and couldn’t seem to meet her eyes. Jennifer suddenly realized he was nervous about this gift. She carefully unwrapped the small box and lifted the top off. Within was the most exquisite gold heart. Suspended on a fine chain, the heart was of beaten gold and as she turned it in her fingers she saw that “Always” was engraved on the back. “Oh Ronon, this is exquisite!” Jennifer was awestruck by the sweetness of the gift. Carefully taking it out of the box she gestured for Ronon to put it on her. The feeling of his hands brushing the back of her neck caused her to shiver. Snuggling back onto his lap, Jennifer told him how beautiful his gift was with more than words.